5.3.2011

Almost usual routine: visited granma, bringing her groceries (she paid them herself), visited ex(grlfrd), visited wellingks and Mr. Wellingk had promblem with his desktop, so i loaned my laptop for a day until we succeeded in repairing problem. Now i am at Wellingks and going soon to Keichi (nick of my friend).

I am so damn lucky to have these kind of friends, they put limits on my stupidy but still love me.

singing off --> Kosti

1.3.2011

Slept like 2 to 3 hours whole last night, but most important: i am now at Wellingks givinm Mr. Wellingk a lift to important "business" thing, then going to drop my car to my ma and she can give lift to Mr. Wellingk back to his home as she goes actual work.

And i am off to ex at that time by foot, pair of km. I feel almost gloriously good, lala laa... sunshining, and spring coming lalalaa

28.2.2011

Good resting behind me, and hopefully forward night too.

Loaned my puny car to my ma, hopefully she gets her car back today or this week.

When i get my car today back, it is grocery with ex, visit to granma and grocery with Wellingks.

Shortly and beetiful. --> Kosti

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26.2.2011

Just writing in: slept long time, this day is gameparty at my friends place. I am driver and couple of my friends hop in at travel to my friend.

leaving 1230 and coming back at ~2000 (earlier or later).

23.2.2011

Holy Moses! I hope i did no mess things permanently by doing something wrong by encouraging show? Maybe i should ask few pointers how to tweet responsively..

Lets not troad that path, i opened door and was scared by result. Or lets just say we fans opened a door, not only by me (i think). Hmmm, too much information.. overload! overload!

Lets just keep life simple, right? Because with too much power comed too loads responcibility that i am not ready to wield. Example i dont ever EVER want to lead a military unit in RL, responsibility for someones life is too much, to just decide with my experience and knowledge. 

Thats why i would extra scared if word by me affects some major things, right? I dont mean like scared, that i shiver or laugh or something like that.. moral fear, ethical fear.. How ever any "common" man can wield that kind of decision? Say what ye want about politicians, but thats why we pay them so much, they make those dirty decisions thats better for yer country, so that ye dont have to smear yerself.

I am scared... anything we dont understand we fear...