19.4.2011

Saw psychiatric doctor and nurse yesterday, Mss. Doc was worried about my turboswitch mode (too happy), but mostly worried that i dont get enough sleep. So i promised to check if i still had my sleeping pill recepty safe and sound, and it is. I made kinda of oath to buy sleeping meds, if i start again sleeplesness, sigh. I know i have not slept for over 10hours a day, but still i think 6h is enough, because i take naps.

But better to listen doctors (and nurses), they know more than i do myself. They are worried (i think) that now that i have upperphase, something kicks in and i go awry again. Hint of moving back to supporting meds. if things go too hectic.

I feel just fine for myself, but, they are right in matter of: better to be sure than sorry.

It is not easy to have stamp of crackpot in yer forehead, everything ye do in bit more than usual is "bad" sing.

Yours-->Konis

16.4.2011

Sigh, got some Ca$h but all went to gasoline and fixing account balance, trying to fix audible.com and Leos tip next week.. i really hate when planning go awry..

But on bright side, people seem lots happier now that spring is here, it is very good :D

yours-->kosti

15.4.2011

Major good news and minor bads...

I went yesterday to kirugic doctor yesterday and she said that my greaseblob has "wanished" by itself, so no operation ahead, unless it shows back. YAY 100% chance of survive!!

I calculated my budget wrong again, there was no money enough for pay audible.com(s) payment, ill try to put some hard ca$h to account today and email them to charge it again, also my monthy tip to Leo Laporte failed for my shortsightness. Ill try to fix that too..

yours--> Kosti

19.3.2011

Mornings, it has been a while.

Nothing special has happened for a while, life goes on and that is good.

I think ill stop diarying, because nothing special ever happens.

7.3.2011

Today: Visited Granma and drove her to grocery, drove ex to her meeting, got exs little sister and drove her to same meeting, went library, drove ex to grocery, drove to Wellingks and drove Mr. Wellingk to grocery, drove to Suomenoja to cheer up a friend (heard rumor hes depressed), drove home and went blocks way to ex for coffee. Now at home watching http://live.twit.tv and wodering how to plan next day and future, so that my friends are happier.

Yours-->Kosti